Life hits you when you least expect it! 

After the birth of Aiden i thought things couldnt get any better, yeah sure there came the stressful moments that come with motherhood but i lived my life day to day learning something new about him and learning how to become a better mother. But since i had him at such a young age i still wanted to act like a young person with no care in the world, And obviously i knew that i couldn’t live like that forever i couldn’t live defying what god wanted me to do and i feel like this is his way of telling us to stop behaving the way we have, and take responsibility for our own actions. Even though whats happened recently and as much as it hurts I KNOW what i have to do and i have to change the way i live for my son, my boyfriend and family. I always knew god was there that god existed and that he loved me, But i took that for granted and i stopped praying and when i did pray i just selfishly asked for things i never took the time to thank him to praise him like i used to ive been in this mindset that everything’s good and i could just live my life the way i wanted to but i thank god for this reminder that hes given me, and i will do better and live for him.